My Heart is a Soldier

My Heart is a Soldier
the juliana theory
I fight to make you stronger, to make you love your life.
I fight to show you purpose, to keep you satisfied.
I fight to make you happy, I war to win your heart.
I'd fight forever for you. I ache when we're apart.

I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.

I fight to stay together, to bring us eye to eye.
I fight to speak your language, to keep you by my side.
I fight to make it easy. I push to give you time.
I fight our losing battle. I bleed to stay alive.

Am I twisting everything?
It's hard to tell when all I see is temporarily between the way it
should and shouldn't be.

I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.
My heart's a soldier. My heart's a soldier.

I fall like a fighter when you give me a shot.
I'll live like a lover when you're all that I've got.

I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.


I don't really know where this band stands on their beliefs, but to some, most, extent, this song is God's heart. He is fighting for us. There is a war in the heavenly realm where demon and angel are fighting for our souls. You know those days when you are tired and you don't know why; sometimes you feel a heavy burden for something or someone out of the blue; when there is a conflict between your flesh and your spirit (questioning whether you should or shouldn't do something). These are just some things I was thinking about that I go through.
2 Cor 10.3-5
For though we live in the world, we do not wage war as the world does. The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of this world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.
Wow. what would happen if we believed all the time that our prayers broke storngholds. Sometimes God can use one prayer, but other times we give up because it doesn't happen right away. But I am praying for persistance. There was a persistant widow in the NT that kept coming back and the king finally recongnzied her and gave her her wish. That's what Im about right now.

Eph 6.10-18
...put on the full armor of GOd so that you can take a your st and against the devils schemes. Gor our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rilers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and aainst sthe spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.
Belt of truth around your waist
breastplate of righteousness
feet fitted wit hreadiness that comes from the gospel of peace
shield of faith which can extinguish all the flaming arrow of the evil one.
Helmet of salvation
sword of the spirit- the word of God
Praying in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests.With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.
This is revealed to Paul to help the people in Ephesus so they could feel protected against anything that would come their way to attack them. God is fighting for us and also giving us things to protect us with.
Jesus interceeds for us in John 17, which is my favorite chapter in all the Bible,

revelations talks about the final battle. IT will be bloody, people will die, but Jesus has come back to take what was his from the beginning. He is fighting for us when we don't even realize it.
So, I guess I can't really write a short blog. Maybe I can, but there's just too much going on in my head to keep in short. Someday I will write short one. Anyway, be blessed.